waiting for the hint of a spark.
for a few moments, the world opens up to you. you feel empowered. you know exactly what you want to say and who you want to say it to. and then when the moment comes. the perfect moment to say everything you are and have been feeling, it goes away. the feeling that you can do anything. it goes away. and you are left exactly as you were before.
i just wish i could say exactly what i want to say at the precise moment that i want to say it.