gOhhhh
geez! ya'll know what i sed in my last update about how i hoped things wud only get better? well...then kinda didnt. i mean i kno something...that i mean i shud just be happy about that b/c it cud be a whole lot worse. i just...idk. i * r e a l l y * r e a l l y * miss the way things used to be. its like freakin horrible. lately all i wanna do is cry nD i hate it sO much. well all i can do now is just pray nD wait for things to some how get better....xO's