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omgosh i j/ got back from orientation nd yea...lets just say IT WAS REALLY REALLY HARD!! i hated it sooooo much...well lets see i saw.... carol; josh; nicole;samantha;kim;kim;matteo;sean;zach;adam[&] godell ((dunno if thats good)) nd i saw...i dont remember everyone lOl but i have bio w/ danielle...spanish w/ kim deeb nd josh nd sociology w/ carol...nd i dunno who has 10th grade lit last w/ brown. but its ok i guess. but yea hummm i talked to adam but not really..b/c he was talkin about my old homeroom nd i was like r u talkin about h/r? nd he was like yes nd i was like i still have her nd he was like thats gay they changed mine. nd that was it. but his dad nd his step mom did talk to me nd asked me how i was doing...which i thought was nice that they are still talkin to me..lOl nd i was like (to julie) well i hope i`ll be talkin to you sometime soon. (( nd boy let me tell you that was super hard talkin to them b/c i wanted to cry. but i didnt nd i lied when julie asked how i was doing. i said i was fine. but im not. nd what made it worse was that kim told me he kept lookin @ me nd then i saw him talkin to *someone* (that i wanted to tackle lOl not really cuz i woulda hurt myself) but yea GOSH THIS SUCKS MAJOR BALLS. i hate it so much nd its like adam couldnt even say hi to me...nd i wasnt about to say hi to him b/c i`ve already tried to talk to him b4. so AHHHHH i wanna break down nd cry right now.