yeay!
i'm currently on WAY less medication than "normal" over the last 4-5 years. i feel my old self returning, my college, happy, loving life but living it on my terms self. not mainstream heather. today i dyed the top of my hair blue black and did the under neither/bottom fire engine red. after this fade i'm gonna bleach it all out and come up with something that's alot more true to me than brown, dyed brown OR natural brown.
I'm eating better, like in college, i'm walking at least an hour a day. i'm re-reading books like "the feminine mystic" and my next present to myseld is going to be the ebook, "vagina monologues" i have the dvd but there's just something about READING it that makes it stick more.
i'm DYING for a new tattoo too, but i don't know what. i can't decide. and i wanna get my tongue repierced, and possibly even my lip, thoughts? i want the REAL heather back, and she's on her way. i just needed to be outta the medication coma.
so any tattoo ideas? i was thinking the word "fat" on my right wrist with filigree on either side of it. i don't really do color tattoos, i prefer black and white. what about piercing ideas? i've had my tongue done, lip (middle) done for about 10minutes lol, tons in my ears, gauged anywhere from a 2g to a 0g.
i'm ready for this change. i'm ready for the true me to come back, who i CONSCIOUSLY gave up when i got pregnant with aiden to fit in for him, but i'm finally realizing that being myself truely will be better for him that blending it so as not to be noticed.
i need ideas people!
I'm eating better, like in college, i'm walking at least an hour a day. i'm re-reading books like "the feminine mystic" and my next present to myseld is going to be the ebook, "vagina monologues" i have the dvd but there's just something about READING it that makes it stick more.
i'm DYING for a new tattoo too, but i don't know what. i can't decide. and i wanna get my tongue repierced, and possibly even my lip, thoughts? i want the REAL heather back, and she's on her way. i just needed to be outta the medication coma.
so any tattoo ideas? i was thinking the word "fat" on my right wrist with filigree on either side of it. i don't really do color tattoos, i prefer black and white. what about piercing ideas? i've had my tongue done, lip (middle) done for about 10minutes lol, tons in my ears, gauged anywhere from a 2g to a 0g.
i'm ready for this change. i'm ready for the true me to come back, who i CONSCIOUSLY gave up when i got pregnant with aiden to fit in for him, but i'm finally realizing that being myself truely will be better for him that blending it so as not to be noticed.
i need ideas people!