ER
this morning i woke up with an irregular heart beat. i know it wasn't just in my head cuz ryan even got out his stethascope and told me it wasn't right. he rushed me to the er where they xrayed and blood tested. everything came back normal.
i'm scared to death. i don't think i've ever been this scared in my life for anything.
I have to follow up with my primary and get a holter monitor (it monitors your heartbeat for 1-3days and then a cardiologist anazlizes it). i'm seriously scared i'm just gonna drop dead or something. the people in the er said it's nothing serious. that the kind of problem i'm having isn't life threatening. doesn't make me feel any better though.
i really really really am scared. i'm holding back this massive wall of panic.
i'm scared to death. i don't think i've ever been this scared in my life for anything.
I have to follow up with my primary and get a holter monitor (it monitors your heartbeat for 1-3days and then a cardiologist anazlizes it). i'm seriously scared i'm just gonna drop dead or something. the people in the er said it's nothing serious. that the kind of problem i'm having isn't life threatening. doesn't make me feel any better though.
i really really really am scared. i'm holding back this massive wall of panic.