Nov 26, 2007 21:52
I'm learning about things I can be dependent on.
And there are a few I can almost always count on, though some are more dependably than others.
-peppermint bark in the winter time
-the couple that argues in the hallway almost once a week
-the perpetual confusion of boys
-emotional outbursts. Unfortunately, they are doomed to happen
-weight fluctuation
-God.
The last one seems cliche, I know. But it's funny and I wish I could explain it. When things are down and out, I feel like I always know that there is a bigger plan. I like the idea of knowing that there was someone who once lived who loved so much he loved into the future, loving people he will never meet to the point where he would die for them.
By them, I mean me.
and you.
This love would be so contagious, that people would want to share it, constantly loving one another. There once was a man who saw people past their flaws and loved them the way they were, baggage and all.
If I loved like that, I could change the world.
Whats funny to me is that all this revelation of great love and satisfaction came out of the few most confusing days. About six hours ago, I didn't know which way was up. But now I'm just moving forward, trusting in something bigger.
Thank God I don't have to know everything :-)