May 16, 2004 10:37
life a fish plucked from the ocean! tossed into a forigen stream, always knew that i was differnt, often fled into a dream. I ignored the raging currents, right agianst the tide i swam, but i floated with the question...who will love me as i am...like an odd exotic creature on display insde a zoo, hearing children asking questions, makes me ask some questions too...could we bend the laws of nature could a lion love a lamb, who could see beyond this surface...who will love as I am! who will ever call to say I love you, send me flowers or a telegram who will proudly stand beside me!!!
the amazingness of alice ripley and emily skinner! i was thinking of this song a lot yesterday. now i'm listening to it! i sometimes wonder the same things they say...except i dont have someone attached to my hip....but other than that i have the same feelings sometimes. I mean i have these "one night stands" or "flings" whatever you want to call them...and that's getting really old! i want someone to call my own for a long time not just for a night! hahaha!
so i saw trisch yesterday! that was so fun! FUCKING LOVE IT! she's great we had a fun time at this dorky house of her friend! the mom chilled with us the whole fucking time! god it was dreadfull! we left and took this little hottie with us! i forget his name, and his hair smelled dirty but he was hot! haha! we went to a diner and it was fun! i saw lamont yesterday too! she's good! as always. She's walking today in NYC for the AIDS walk! i was really wanting to go walk but i have my moms graduation party today! next year guys! so i'm going to look into trim spa too! i wanna be the new trim spa model! TRIM SPA BABY! holler! amazing guys huh!....
GLITTER AND BE GAY