I Know that it's been a while but.....
I got a lot on my mind right now so let me start off with saying...Hi. You all know me as this guy that got put on to LJ by his little sister and has been in Iraq for the whole time I've known him so really....Do I really Know him? No. I am not your average dude, I am not someone who really get's his jolly's outta stupid stuff like being "The Iraq Guy". To myself I am more then that. I have become fully obsessed with making Rap Beats and I intend on making my living like that a few other things. I have many skill's, saddly it just so happen's that fighting in a war is of those things I am good at. I didn't ask for this, it just happened. I am also good at "Thugetry" as I call it. It is a little bit rap and a lot of poetry and I have had my share of time to really become good at writing my thoughts down. I make video Game's like I was making them as a career. I also have clothing designs right now allready plotted out and I am just waiting for the right time to put them on the market. I am what you might call a visionist. I have all these plans and I know how to set them into play so now all I am doing is getting them ready. I have a lot of time though. I am 19 years old and I have been in the ARMY since I was 17, in the time I have been in I have become friends with some very powerfull people, for instance a man named Genral D, My Division Commander. As it is right now I do not know of anyother 20 year old who is doing as well as I am. I will NEVER have to worry about money again for the rest of my life for I am getting about 2000-2500 dollors a month forever. I have made good decisions based on stuff I have learned from family. Notice I didn't say friends. I didn't because I really never ask my friends stuff that can affect me for a long time. Those questions are for my family. In 8 year's your friends are going to be purchasing a cd from one of my artists or playing one of my video games or wearing my clothe's, but don't think I am getting a ego. I am still me, I will never not be me. I will never change, I am just saying that so the next time someone on LJ that I talk to, and not because I HAVE to or because I am SOOOOOOOOO obsessed with them, wants to give me some shit just remember. I DONT NEED YOU. Some of you have become really close to me and even though I may not know you and you may not know me do not think that I mean this toward's you. It's just that a lot of people are full of themselve's because they got this "little thing" or that "little thing". Well right now you really don't have shit. K. Cuz most of you are not old enough to drink and live on your own(which is not neccessarly bad). I never talk about what !I! have going for myself because truthfully, if you like me for what I have then do you really like me or do you like that I can rap, make beats, etc. Do you really want to know me or do you want to know My skill's? I want to continue to be friends with all of you because I swear to god I do not lie when I say that some of you have been there wether you knew it or not when I needed someone most. Nikki You were there when CSM Cooke died and I swear to god I did not want to live anylonger. You were there for me to talk to and be a shoulder for me. I don't think emotions travel verywell over the net but at that time I think I was sadder then I have ever been. Jennifer You were there when I got extended and I have had so many great chit chats with you that I am so happy that we started talking and it's so bad ass that you live in seattle because from my experiances only REALLY REALLY cool people live there. InADream- You were there for me to around CSM Cooke's Death as well and I have never really thanked you before. So please don't ever say I flaunt my shit. Because I don't flaunt shit. I do what I do. I know where I am going and you wanna know why I am going to go there? Because God want's me to and I know this because I survived THIS:
That is what the Bomb that hit me did to the wall. I would show you more pic's of what it did to my truck but some of them are nasty with my blood all over the place.
So I am not going to say anymore about my accomplishments or what I have going for me if you people that I'm talking about will stop being...well....STUCK UP BITCH'S. You know who you are and I wont say who you are.
Well on a lighter side....
NOT MUCH LONGER BOIII!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm out this Matha!