Sometimes I even want to smack myself...
Okay, fact: I'm more or less a size 6, there's give and take, like always when it comes to women's clothing, but more or less, a 6. Since December 2005 I've gone from like a 10, bordering on 11-12, to a 6. That's actually quite a bit when you think about it.
So, there are times, like this morning when I look at my suitemate who honestly has to be one of those 0-1 girls, and think I'm fat or something. Which is stupid, because 1: she's shorter than me, I mean like short, and also, you can tell she has one of those frames that couldn't support any more weight on it. It kind of reminds of Japan, when I came to the relization that some of these girls are so skinny, because that's their natural size. But then I think part of it is that I know if I did any kind of physical activity I could easily lose some of that stuff around my thighs. Though for any one of the female sex, the thighs are evil when it comes to getting rid of the fat around them. Because quite frankly, the only other place on my body where and fat could come off is my chest and my ass, and I like the stuff there.
So, yeah, I keep on reminding myself that I'm pretty much half the size of the average women in America, but it doesn't help that WWU seems to be full of skinny girls, either because of the granolas, or those girls that I hate, the ones who have the fake blond, wannabe Cali girl look.
Either way, sorry for the pseudo-wangst and if you see me IRL and feel like popping me, go ahead. I know I deserve it.
So, there are times, like this morning when I look at my suitemate who honestly has to be one of those 0-1 girls, and think I'm fat or something. Which is stupid, because 1: she's shorter than me, I mean like short, and also, you can tell she has one of those frames that couldn't support any more weight on it. It kind of reminds of Japan, when I came to the relization that some of these girls are so skinny, because that's their natural size. But then I think part of it is that I know if I did any kind of physical activity I could easily lose some of that stuff around my thighs. Though for any one of the female sex, the thighs are evil when it comes to getting rid of the fat around them. Because quite frankly, the only other place on my body where and fat could come off is my chest and my ass, and I like the stuff there.
So, yeah, I keep on reminding myself that I'm pretty much half the size of the average women in America, but it doesn't help that WWU seems to be full of skinny girls, either because of the granolas, or those girls that I hate, the ones who have the fake blond, wannabe Cali girl look.
Either way, sorry for the pseudo-wangst and if you see me IRL and feel like popping me, go ahead. I know I deserve it.