Being Forgiving
Coni and I were talking about 'being forgiving' the other day.
And I admit, I am a very forgiving person.
Meaning, I don't hold grudges, or see someone in a bad light, because of something they did to me (or think that they did to me) for very long.
And this seems to happen automatically, there's no effort on my part.
Is it because I'm 'nice'? 'Generous'?
Hmmmm, not really. lol
I just don't hold those negative feelings very long because I know they only really hurt me.
I grew up with so much anger and hatred and frustration that, at one point in my life several years ago, I just quit harboring them.
Anger and hatred require soooo much energy, constantly. I just got too tired of feeding them all the time.
Couldn't do it anymore.
They were too much, too heavy, and not allowing me to be the me I was born to be.
So, I quit them.
Maybe that's what it means to 'mature'..., to gain the ability to turn negative energies into positive energies. I don't know...
Now that I've talked about being forgiving, I'll talk about something that just got me mad. >:D LMAO
I really didn't know about the most recent G rumor. But enough friends kept mentioning it on Twitter and LJ, I just had to read an article.
Another complete tabloid fantasy. They even got some widely known facts wrong. Oh lord. *cackles*
It made me laugh more than anything, really.
UNTIL I saw them quote his beloved grandmother at the end.
I can't stand it when they abuse love like that, especially of such a great old lady.
And their deep bond and connection.
Totally unacceptable.
There aren't many things that get me mad, but stuff like this does.
Why stoop so low.
What do you tell yourselves when you close your eyes to fall sleep?
Or when you're looking into your childrens' eyes?
And no, don't give me that "I'm only doing this to feed my family" BS, either.
So much for being forgiving, huh?
Hahahahahahahaha
And I admit, I am a very forgiving person.
Meaning, I don't hold grudges, or see someone in a bad light, because of something they did to me (or think that they did to me) for very long.
And this seems to happen automatically, there's no effort on my part.
Is it because I'm 'nice'? 'Generous'?
Hmmmm, not really. lol
I just don't hold those negative feelings very long because I know they only really hurt me.
I grew up with so much anger and hatred and frustration that, at one point in my life several years ago, I just quit harboring them.
Anger and hatred require soooo much energy, constantly. I just got too tired of feeding them all the time.
Couldn't do it anymore.
They were too much, too heavy, and not allowing me to be the me I was born to be.
So, I quit them.
Maybe that's what it means to 'mature'..., to gain the ability to turn negative energies into positive energies. I don't know...
Now that I've talked about being forgiving, I'll talk about something that just got me mad. >:D LMAO
I really didn't know about the most recent G rumor. But enough friends kept mentioning it on Twitter and LJ, I just had to read an article.
Another complete tabloid fantasy. They even got some widely known facts wrong. Oh lord. *cackles*
It made me laugh more than anything, really.
UNTIL I saw them quote his beloved grandmother at the end.
I can't stand it when they abuse love like that, especially of such a great old lady.
And their deep bond and connection.
Totally unacceptable.
There aren't many things that get me mad, but stuff like this does.
Why stoop so low.
What do you tell yourselves when you close your eyes to fall sleep?
Or when you're looking into your childrens' eyes?
And no, don't give me that "I'm only doing this to feed my family" BS, either.
So much for being forgiving, huh?
Hahahahahahahaha