GACKT Dream (Yes, another one)
I don't even know what's going on with my head anymore.
Why do I keep having these.....
Oh well, I'll write it down first.
( I think I'm DOOMed..... )
Why do I keep having these.....
Oh well, I'll write it down first.
( I think I'm DOOMed..... )
I'm going to go with denial because it makes the most sense, but why would you be denying it, you know?? It's so weird!
Or, maybe... O_o;;; Maybe he knows you don't find him attractive and this is his REVENGE.
Blessed with such vivid G-dreams, and you block out all the best parts XD
I hope for your sake though - as entertaining as they are - that you have less disturbing dreams in the future <3 XD
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I'm starting to think I might just be denying it, too, but the thing is.....when I see him while I'm awake, I don't get the fangirly feeling I get when I see, say, Johnny of the Goo Goo Dolls.
I'm wondering if G's sexual appeal's too powerful that it penetrates (@_@) anybody who's been a fan long enough, attracted or not???? D: D: D:
Does this mean a bunch of male G fans fantacize about him secretly???
O. M. G.
The possibilities of Gness.....
(Did you see the 'bed breath' part I added in? XD)
Thanks so much, I hope he'll leave my poor brain alone for a while.... U_U
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"when I see him while I'm awake, I don't get the fangirly feeling I get when I see, say, Johnny of the Goo Goo Dolls."
Because there's a difference between reality and dream. He is attracting, so you (your brain) use him as tool to express desire. But the moment you see him in reality you probably have a lot of respect for him as person and musician, could that be? So when in your dreams where nobody can find out we can use him 'respectlessly' (or rather without considering his feelings and real personality) just as we like, ne!?!
What ya think? *curious*
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Because I respect and admire Johnny a lot as a musician and a person, too. But he's just my type, G isn't. D:
And when I see Johnny, I naughty-fangirl like crazy.... 9.9
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I remember one time my younger saying something about the fact that she must have good taste in men because she found G attractive, and my older sister replied "Of course you do, saying you find Gackt attractive is like saying you breath oxygen." XD Maybe it's true on a more subconscious level for some people? Or it's just that you can appreciate his sex appeal? Although in a way that leaves you disturbed XD
LMAO bad bed breath, I love it. So considerate XDDDDD <3
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"but why would you be denying it, you know?? It's so weird!"
^^' How about "because there is a hubby in her life"?
*comforts Valval* mercurypink is right though, that if you think it over realisticaly it's not a reason.
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I do get your point, though ^_^
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Because maybe it's another depth of feeling. I can't know, can I? But maybe there are parallels to her hubby or maybe it's just because G admiration goes beyond fangirling (not into a direction of being in love in the common sence though) It's very hard to explain. Maybe it's cause GACKT-san is the type of man in looks or character that she might seriously hit on while others aren't? *lol*
Who knows? Sometimes it's hard to find the "why" and IF, then only the person herself can do that. But maybe in cases like this it's not even necessary to find out. It's more important to decide how to handle it. Either you decide to ignore it or just leave it as it is and proceed with daily duties as fast as possible, or accept it and maybe even enjoy the positive side of it. That's something everybody has to chose on his own, right? Choice brings consequences and one has to try if one can cope with them :)
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*sigh*
LOL
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I hope you can forgive me and try not to ponder, too much. *huggles* You're a fine woman. I can tell by what I read so far. Whatever it is, you'll find your way and answers. I have absolutely no doubt about it. I completely trust into your abilities, ne ! ^_~
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