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Am almost definatley, the size of cow as I have been on my ass all day eating entire contents of house. Defintely starting some sort of diet/exersize program tomorow. Looked at myself in the mirror today and almost sure I felt tears coming. It's really unfair how some people can have a perfect body and a gorgeous face and while other people like me get stuck looking like this. I suppose you have to learn to be content with the cards you were dealt or you'll drive yourself insane. But I must admit I can't help being sad when I think about it. Ok, I'm not getting anywhere with this. I just need to shut up and accept who I am and realize that it can't change.