Autumn's Monologue
I hate the thought of being helpless...
Oh why cant I be what you need
a new improved version of me
but i'm nothing so good
no i'm nothing
just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence of love and of sorrow
i beg for just one more tomorrow
where you hold me down fold me in
deep deep deep in the heart of your sins
I break in two over you
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you dont see me, you dont...
I've decided to try a new thing. It's called letting people be happy. I need to try and stop interfeering with people and what they want. I want to see my friends happy more than anything...and I'll step asid if that can be accomplished. Heh, pretty much no one is gonna know what the hell I'm talking about so just disregard this completly. It's just me beeing selfish and self-absorbed in idealistic hope of what I could never have. I give up...
Oh why cant I be what you need
a new improved version of me
but i'm nothing so good
no i'm nothing
just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence of love and of sorrow
i beg for just one more tomorrow
where you hold me down fold me in
deep deep deep in the heart of your sins
I break in two over you
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you dont see me, you dont...
I've decided to try a new thing. It's called letting people be happy. I need to try and stop interfeering with people and what they want. I want to see my friends happy more than anything...and I'll step asid if that can be accomplished. Heh, pretty much no one is gonna know what the hell I'm talking about so just disregard this completly. It's just me beeing selfish and self-absorbed in idealistic hope of what I could never have. I give up...