6-16-04
i'll never forget this day...the day he broke my heart, the night rather.
I don't think i'll ever forget coming online at 11 only to find an away message left for me, bascially ending the two years we invested in eachother...
Those two days before we got back together were probably the hardest days of my life...I can tell you something right now christen, dana and even my mom were amazing that night...listening to me sob and bawl my eyes out, those are the ppl that we need most in our lives.Even now im still crying over it...were back together, why am I crying? I just miss him so much, we havent had a rlly intimate talk since then and I miss that so much ;[ I just want things to work out so bad, I wanna have a future with him in it...I just wish he'd call and make everything better cause my heart is still so crushed ;[
its the worst pain I've ever felt...
where do I go from here?
I don't think i'll ever forget coming online at 11 only to find an away message left for me, bascially ending the two years we invested in eachother...
Those two days before we got back together were probably the hardest days of my life...I can tell you something right now christen, dana and even my mom were amazing that night...listening to me sob and bawl my eyes out, those are the ppl that we need most in our lives.Even now im still crying over it...were back together, why am I crying? I just miss him so much, we havent had a rlly intimate talk since then and I miss that so much ;[ I just want things to work out so bad, I wanna have a future with him in it...I just wish he'd call and make everything better cause my heart is still so crushed ;[
its the worst pain I've ever felt...
where do I go from here?