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I havent posted in so long, and i thought maybe I should start...in the short time ive been in New Jersey and at my apartment in nyc,so many bad things have happened...and only the few people ive told can really understand the "things" that went down that changed everything and made me grow up in the course of three days...I could come back to florida...but nothing would change.

the memories of it all would still linger...and sometimes the memories are more scarring and depressing then the actual situation itself...because when it all happened it was all so surreal i didnt rlly believe it what was rlly happening to me...its something you never think can happen to you...but it did

and its over...