pms sucks, it draws all the negitive things out.
Another day, another time. It was the last official day of class today. I only have to go back Monday and Wednesday of next week for exams. :) I’m excited, but before I even want to remember I have to start my online classes. I think I might cancel one of them so I only have to worry about two of them. I can’t forget to get my books, and return the ones I have now. I need all the money I can get. I think tonight I will make a To Do list so I can remember things. See usually I don’t stress but my parents are away and I have allotted to do that they usually do for me. Also I have allot go thru my head right now.
What’s going thru my head may not surprise many. I try and try again but it just goes in circles. I wish it could be the way I dream it but it never is that way. Things go up and down and all around. It makes my mind like a roller coaster. I will take the time in the next few days to sit and talk with some close friends to get there advice. I need to unhook the leash that I have hooked to my collar and hook it somewhere else. It is all a bunch of crap and I’m the stupid one that lets it all happen. I’m like a dirty floor mat. Why??? Oh yeah and this time I might just walk away for a while so I’m not pulled back in. Now that I have vented a little I will move one. One more thing I’m stressing about on this PMS Day is that i owe $800 to HGF and i don’t have any money. ??? HGF is running poor i might have to start riding my horse everywhere and live on the street.