how's this for an update, huh?
am i wasting time?
you don't have to be heterosexual to be religious, you know.
i watched the cook, the thief... tonight with erin and had pretty much a film orgasm.
i got shitty and went to german conversation where i panicked the whole time and said stupid things but i still made it out alive. HA to the naysayers.
i am lucky. i really am. even though i don't really believe in luck, in the conventional sense. i suppose it would be more fitting for me to say that i am blessed. yeah, i still have my problems (and i hold myself accountable for them), but i get so involved in whatever is going on that i forget what i have now as opposed to most of my life. had things gone differently, i might not even be in college right now. i might have gotten a parttime job or worse i might be doing nothing, really, and it makes me sick just to think about that. and then i feel so selfish for not thinking of what is important around me, not taking everything in. not just being thankful.
it's time for bed. i make no sense.
you don't have to be heterosexual to be religious, you know.
i watched the cook, the thief... tonight with erin and had pretty much a film orgasm.
i got shitty and went to german conversation where i panicked the whole time and said stupid things but i still made it out alive. HA to the naysayers.
i am lucky. i really am. even though i don't really believe in luck, in the conventional sense. i suppose it would be more fitting for me to say that i am blessed. yeah, i still have my problems (and i hold myself accountable for them), but i get so involved in whatever is going on that i forget what i have now as opposed to most of my life. had things gone differently, i might not even be in college right now. i might have gotten a parttime job or worse i might be doing nothing, really, and it makes me sick just to think about that. and then i feel so selfish for not thinking of what is important around me, not taking everything in. not just being thankful.
it's time for bed. i make no sense.