Hippopotamus
Today is one of those fascinating days, too few and far between in which my hair looked remarkable, yet I felt incredibly sick to my stomach all day and experienced the misfortune of allowing no body to see it's glory.
Oh well, I suppose the world will keep spinning.
I spent the last week in Gainesville with my fabulous floormates (very little studying ever really took place even though I had a zillion finals) and met this guy who had been living on the other side of the floor, the kind of guy that you just can't stop thinking about even though you've reckoned with yourself that it was just a silly connection you felt and he's probably not even considering it and in process of forgetting who you are right now. He's the first guy I've been genuinely attracted to and insanely laughed with in I can't even remember how long, he had a personality and it was great.
I feel like a lost cause. I'm always going to be hoping on the hopeless.
Is there something I'm missing?
Should I just try something for the simple reason to try it or should I hold out for what I really do want?
I'm too obsessed with opportunities and possibilites to allow myself to become too closed in.
Oh well, I suppose the world will keep spinning.
I spent the last week in Gainesville with my fabulous floormates (very little studying ever really took place even though I had a zillion finals) and met this guy who had been living on the other side of the floor, the kind of guy that you just can't stop thinking about even though you've reckoned with yourself that it was just a silly connection you felt and he's probably not even considering it and in process of forgetting who you are right now. He's the first guy I've been genuinely attracted to and insanely laughed with in I can't even remember how long, he had a personality and it was great.
I feel like a lost cause. I'm always going to be hoping on the hopeless.
Is there something I'm missing?
Should I just try something for the simple reason to try it or should I hold out for what I really do want?
I'm too obsessed with opportunities and possibilites to allow myself to become too closed in.