geile zeit... es tut mir leid... es ist vorbei...
The love of my leben heir in germany left the day before yesterday im urlaub. I'm terrible sad and depressed and haven't done to much seit the day he left, z.b. showering. It seems to be that at one time during my stay heir he became my lust for being here knowing that he was always dabei and then he left and now i feel like i could die. he says he coming to visit in herbst, but what if he doesn't, what if he goes to china instead...
i've gone crazy
Ohh well that life or rather the life of a love sick, 17 year old exchange student that is leaving like next week and hasn't even started to pack!
To a certain degree i have began to freu myself zu hause wegen i can tell that my gast fammille is ready for this experince to end and i myself have to get back to the life i had before germany before i become dumb and can't write or speak englisch for the rest of my life.
When i go back to the staes i need the following to be happy:
my car
my cell phone that does cost an arm and a fucking leg like my german one errrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!
a nice job...maybe at Ralph Lauren, that would be cool
my family NOT asking me what i did with all the money they gave me!
to always be beschaftig
hannes... well fuck he won't be there i hate livejournal and transatlantic flights sapdoifh üsdpifaäfgiadfhdafhsdfgfgsfghdfghdfgdfghsdfo nhösdoniblödkb er snrehz nsrtzsrt
peace
micah eflc ök
i've gone crazy
Ohh well that life or rather the life of a love sick, 17 year old exchange student that is leaving like next week and hasn't even started to pack!
To a certain degree i have began to freu myself zu hause wegen i can tell that my gast fammille is ready for this experince to end and i myself have to get back to the life i had before germany before i become dumb and can't write or speak englisch for the rest of my life.
When i go back to the staes i need the following to be happy:
my car
my cell phone that does cost an arm and a fucking leg like my german one errrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!
a nice job...maybe at Ralph Lauren, that would be cool
my family NOT asking me what i did with all the money they gave me!
to always be beschaftig
hannes... well fuck he won't be there i hate livejournal and transatlantic flights sapdoifh üsdpifaäfgiadfhdafhsdfgfgsfghdfghdfgdfghsdfo nhösdoniblödkb er snrehz nsrtzsrt
peace
micah eflc ök