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im upset, as if i actually thought i was going to be the one to show her
im crying, as if i was actually going to be the one she'd come to
im disapointed because plans never work out the way they were planned
every wound, freshly salted and seething
every tear followed by stunted breathing
my infintile emotions havent even started teething
and im done
fuck the world its got nothing to offer.
it would seem like, i woke up today just to get bad news and to feed the already roaring flames of my worthlessness.
i literaly have only been awake for 2 and a half hours...and im ready to destroy myself...but im just going to swallow two more sleeping pills and ill hopefully forget all about this fucking waste of time by the time i wake up, whenever that will be.
im crying, as if i was actually going to be the one she'd come to
im disapointed because plans never work out the way they were planned
every wound, freshly salted and seething
every tear followed by stunted breathing
my infintile emotions havent even started teething
and im done
fuck the world its got nothing to offer.
it would seem like, i woke up today just to get bad news and to feed the already roaring flames of my worthlessness.
i literaly have only been awake for 2 and a half hours...and im ready to destroy myself...but im just going to swallow two more sleeping pills and ill hopefully forget all about this fucking waste of time by the time i wake up, whenever that will be.