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i am being weird and forgetful again. i should definitely go outside. agitated. ok. i always feel better outside ajd i am getting stuck in this bed more every second. fixated oj the fact that i have an hour and a half. i will go for a long walk. the thouht exhausts me. hm. i too a bath for the first hour and a half, maybe 2. i can say with certainty thay thete is no more skin that could possibly be sloughed off. it would require a sandblaster. yes. i need to get out of herr but again the hought makes me panic. I'm standing now at least. rar.