I SAY YEAAAH.

Mar 10, 2009 19:51

Ha. You'd be in a real pickle then. Black would be white. Up would be down. But maybe you'd take something away from what I've been saying-the things I've whispered in your ear. I love you, I hate you, I like you, I loathe you, I want to be like you, I want to be with you, I miss you, I wish you were here, I wish you never left, I wish I were you, I am you.

I am you. I am you. I am you, I am I am I am-I exist. Even if I've been made up, I exist. I will be in your shadow, but I exist. You may not see me, but I exist. Exist, me. Exist until you cannot exist any longer-then extinguish. Burn out, blow out like the flickering candle you are. Okay me? Are you listening? Hey, listen! I have something important to say-but you're not listening. You'll never listen.

Why? Because I am every soldier. I am the voices that cry in the night. I am the shadows creeping along your wall-do you see me now? Do I exist yet? No.

Then I will tell you more-I am the cries you hear, the most heartbreaking ones you know hear want feel. I am the girl you always see but never speak to talk to listen to want to. I am the guy who you see standing on that rooftop-no, I will not jump. If you jump, you fall. I refuse to fall fall fall fall-falling is just a failure, only with less letters. Falling is the end. This is not the end, I do not exist yet.

I am winter, fall, summer, spring. I am light, dark, left, right. I am every directions. I am I am I am anything you choose for me to be. Because I do not exist yet. Do you exist yet, me? Hello, hello, test one two test one two three. Hello? Are you listening yet? No. People have this habit of not listening-listen to the shadows though. Listen, listen, listen! They're the ones who kill you silently.

Death in the night. Death by my hand-do you take this poison I offer? Do you? Dear Juliet, do you do you do you take my hand in marriage? No. You're not listening yet. Rejected, so sad come again soon. Hey, listen! I have something important to say. Listen, listen, listen to my voice. I am that voice you never listen to. Listen now, listen before I have to go. Listen, please oh please please please.I will go soon and you will not be here to know it. I will go soon and no one will see me cry. I will go soon and the world will not miss me. My story is done. This story is done. Finished. Dead. Dead dead ding dong the witch is dead-like my soul, feed it. Your story is not done. Finish it. Finish finish finish the story of your life. File it away when you decide to listen listen listen listen. Follow me, follow me into the rabbit hole, Alice. Alice, are you listening? Stop dreaming! Wake up, wake up, wake up you! The sunshine on your face says you should enjoy enjoy enjoy the day as it is unfolded. Feel free to laugh. Laughter is the best medicine and you need it-you're sick. You're weird you're lame you're funny you're strange you're silly you're right right right. Take your medicine. Take it!
With a spoonful of sugar if you have to-but it tastes worse that way. Help yourself-there's plenty more where that came from. Where you come from. Where do I come from? Home. Where it my heart? With my home. Where is my home? I've lost it Dorothy! Lost lost lost lost the most precious thing of all-help me find it, won't you Dorothy? Won't you won't you won't you come and play with me?

My name? I don't want to tell you. It isn't important, you. It isn't worth stopping our fun fun fun-do you know why I haven't told you? I have not told you my name because you know it. Everything. You know it all. Knowledge is power, power kills. I am you. I am you. I feel you. I see you-not in a stalkerish way. How can I stalk what I am? It isn't possible. Help me to breathe, breathe life into me. What do you think of me? Do you know me? Do you? Do you do you do you-what? Do you exist, as I exist? Do you love me? Or are you like me. Are you of the shadows-obscurity? As obscure as this is, as obscure as you are, light shines through. You are this, you are that this that you me hello? Testing, testing, love me not. That light is your existence. Are you free you yet? Are you are you are you-broken.

Broken like light through shattered glass. Broken like shattered people. Broken like vases, like mirrors, like light bulbs, like like like like anything in the world that can be broken. Like a broken record. Are you in pieces? Are you left to die? What's in a name-what's in name name name name . . .

My name is my own, and no one can take it from me. You will not, cannot, should not, would not, do not see. See what? See me. Broken, broken, broke like a record. Broke like my empty wallet. Broke like that mirror in the bathroom. Hello me, are you listening? Hello, hello test one test two test three. Testing testing, can you hear me now? Good. Presto! I exist.

Are you listening now?

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