private
3.28.2010
I hate that I hurt you
Every single time.
I hate that I fuck up.
I hate what I've become.
I want to change,
-want to be more like you.
It's hard
---and I'm still fucking
--up.
-But I won't give up.
I am alive and that
---that means I err.
I am a better person
I can accept my errors
--but I can't accept losing
you.
-I love that I am ok
with who I want
--to be.
-And can be happy being
who I am.
--Even though you're perfect
for me
---I still will pursue my
dreams, which include you
but I have to keep to
this path.
----No more bitter hate.