Oct 05, 2009 21:12
Vayne's in such a state. I really wish I could do something to help out... Roxis, why do you have to be so mean? He really tries....
At least the Vice Principal didn't do anything too terrible to me. Just made me get a new student handbook and sit in her office while she made sure I read the first page. She'd have probably made me read it all, if she hadn't been so busy. Whew! Could have been detention. I do keep thinking about what Isolde-sensei said, though, about how it's so lovely to immerse yourself in things. If you're reading this, Vice Principal, I really do mean to be careful... I understand you've done me a huge favour in letting me be here! But I do so want to embrace that idea in my work. I just have to figure out how, without breaking school rules.... Haha, it's kind of too late for that, isn't it. Almost graduation, and now I get a little less carefree.
Less carefree... no, that's not really it. In some ways, I guess I'm getting more carefree. But I also care a bit more. Does that make sense? What Vayne talked about... I feel it too, and it's so dazzling. Like my heart is beating not for me, but in time with the rhythm of the universe. Vayne... I really understand how you feel.
Ah, well, back to work! Sounds like Vayne is down at the workshop, so I guess I'll go join him for some late-night synthesis! Exciting~
life,
alchemy