Long time no... uh, what was it again?
Hello again
I very much doubt anyone actually reads this, since I never write anything in here, and when I do it's always about the same stuff; wanting things. Oh well, felt like writing. Of course, that is the whole point of a Journal now isn't it?
She is no more
Don't have a girlfriend anymore, oh well.
I've been busy, not really
"Hmm, what have you been up to?" Usually the answer to this question is "nothing". That isn't true though, I do lots of stuff, get up extremely late, go to sleep late too. I play games, read stuff, post things on the BK forum, play guitar, write music, and ocassionaly have contact with other human beings. Amazing isn't it?
You didn't hear this from me
I want school to start. Why, you ask? Well, first of all, I am accomplishing nothing this summer that requires it to be the summer, and the things I miss outweigh the things I don't miss. Granted, school work isn't fun, it is tolerable. Two of the things I hated the most about school are gone; P.E. and English with Mondragon. The things that are good are so worth going back to, the Burger Kingdom, our stupid routines and code, it's just become more a part of me than one would imagine. How could a strange "rag-tag" group of people be so important to me? I don't know, but they are. Even the people I don't like as much, or don't know. Maybe I want to get to know them or something. All in all, next year is gonna be great, I'll make sure of it.
Changes, lots of changes
Perhaps the one thing good that did come out of this summer, is the change of my outlook on life. I used to pay so much attention to things that really didn't, and don't, warrent such thought. I put so much time and energy into finding a girlfriend (many times, to no avail) but all that time and energy could have been used for something that would result in something else. Heh, words. I probably won't break any bad habits, or change my laziness as much as I should, but breaking out of depression feels good, and that's the whole point isn't it? Music is so helpful in doing this. Whenever I feel, anything, I can play, either something on the spot, conveying emotions into music, or something else entirely to change how I feel. There's nothing in the world like the pure joy of playing a song you love. Some people wouldn't ever understand that. Some people would. I'm really thankful for the person that got me into music, my brother. Without him, (and his guitars) I probably wouldn't have ever discovered music, and if I did, it'd probably be crappy music, like, not Satriani.
Journal entry
Check out those two words, say them to yourself. Done that? Ok, why did you? Because I told/asked you to right? Well, how about now, you give me two hundred bucks. No? Why not?
Bye
20 minutes to write this, 2 minutes (max) to read. Oh well.
LAterZzZ
I very much doubt anyone actually reads this, since I never write anything in here, and when I do it's always about the same stuff; wanting things. Oh well, felt like writing. Of course, that is the whole point of a Journal now isn't it?
She is no more
Don't have a girlfriend anymore, oh well.
I've been busy, not really
"Hmm, what have you been up to?" Usually the answer to this question is "nothing". That isn't true though, I do lots of stuff, get up extremely late, go to sleep late too. I play games, read stuff, post things on the BK forum, play guitar, write music, and ocassionaly have contact with other human beings. Amazing isn't it?
You didn't hear this from me
I want school to start. Why, you ask? Well, first of all, I am accomplishing nothing this summer that requires it to be the summer, and the things I miss outweigh the things I don't miss. Granted, school work isn't fun, it is tolerable. Two of the things I hated the most about school are gone; P.E. and English with Mondragon. The things that are good are so worth going back to, the Burger Kingdom, our stupid routines and code, it's just become more a part of me than one would imagine. How could a strange "rag-tag" group of people be so important to me? I don't know, but they are. Even the people I don't like as much, or don't know. Maybe I want to get to know them or something. All in all, next year is gonna be great, I'll make sure of it.
Changes, lots of changes
Perhaps the one thing good that did come out of this summer, is the change of my outlook on life. I used to pay so much attention to things that really didn't, and don't, warrent such thought. I put so much time and energy into finding a girlfriend (many times, to no avail) but all that time and energy could have been used for something that would result in something else. Heh, words. I probably won't break any bad habits, or change my laziness as much as I should, but breaking out of depression feels good, and that's the whole point isn't it? Music is so helpful in doing this. Whenever I feel, anything, I can play, either something on the spot, conveying emotions into music, or something else entirely to change how I feel. There's nothing in the world like the pure joy of playing a song you love. Some people wouldn't ever understand that. Some people would. I'm really thankful for the person that got me into music, my brother. Without him, (and his guitars) I probably wouldn't have ever discovered music, and if I did, it'd probably be crappy music, like, not Satriani.
Journal entry
Check out those two words, say them to yourself. Done that? Ok, why did you? Because I told/asked you to right? Well, how about now, you give me two hundred bucks. No? Why not?
Bye
20 minutes to write this, 2 minutes (max) to read. Oh well.
LAterZzZ