This post contains a great amount of "I"... My contribution to the "me" culture.
There are so many things I want to write about at the moment but I just cannot put it all into words. Im not sure if this is because the thought is too new, too raw or im just not relishing the idea of being quite so emotionally nakid on front of all of you.
So. After that cryptic statement ill go on to more mundane things.
Today I bought paint for a new project. Im going to get creative with our tourney table and tourney chairs. Should be fun. As I mentioned in a previous post its been a long time since Ive remembered that I like being a creative artisic Bug.
Ive been spending a lot of time looking up SCA songs. I miss singing with people, part of the problem is that I know so few of the songs in the Tir Righ song book, so im going to put together my own collection. I know. That just makes too much sense. So yes, I will be torturing you all with my voice again at future events.
Must get the stuff to start practicing my Calligraphy and Illumination. Soon precious.. soon!
Im astounded at how much of myself Ive lost over the years. Its really quite surreal to wake up one morning and suddenly have ambition and dreams again. Melodramatic I know.
Remembering that I can be a completely independant individual is refreshing. Come to think of it, 4x4'ing up the mountain with just my dog and I sounds like a grand idea. Too bad reality intervenes on that one and reminds me that the upper balljoints of my truck are still screwed.
Note to self: Get ball joints fixed.
Second note to self: Go bush bashing up the mountain, hope that nothing else breaks on vehicle!
At this point I think I can settle for a hike up Grey Creek, if the water isnt too cold and if there are no people there maybe ill go for a skinny dip. Muwhahaha.
All of this will help me avoid doing things like Laundry. Wait. I like clean clothes. Dammmn. Dammmmn!!
Another thought. I miss Friday night poker. Winning peoples money is fun. Bwa :)
So. After that cryptic statement ill go on to more mundane things.
Today I bought paint for a new project. Im going to get creative with our tourney table and tourney chairs. Should be fun. As I mentioned in a previous post its been a long time since Ive remembered that I like being a creative artisic Bug.
Ive been spending a lot of time looking up SCA songs. I miss singing with people, part of the problem is that I know so few of the songs in the Tir Righ song book, so im going to put together my own collection. I know. That just makes too much sense. So yes, I will be torturing you all with my voice again at future events.
Must get the stuff to start practicing my Calligraphy and Illumination. Soon precious.. soon!
Im astounded at how much of myself Ive lost over the years. Its really quite surreal to wake up one morning and suddenly have ambition and dreams again. Melodramatic I know.
Remembering that I can be a completely independant individual is refreshing. Come to think of it, 4x4'ing up the mountain with just my dog and I sounds like a grand idea. Too bad reality intervenes on that one and reminds me that the upper balljoints of my truck are still screwed.
Note to self: Get ball joints fixed.
Second note to self: Go bush bashing up the mountain, hope that nothing else breaks on vehicle!
At this point I think I can settle for a hike up Grey Creek, if the water isnt too cold and if there are no people there maybe ill go for a skinny dip. Muwhahaha.
All of this will help me avoid doing things like Laundry. Wait. I like clean clothes. Dammmn. Dammmmn!!
Another thought. I miss Friday night poker. Winning peoples money is fun. Bwa :)