Jul 09, 2006 03:06
i feel quiet unloved right now
i dont think my dad loves me. or else he wouldnt of left
hes gone now. for good.
right now hes stuck in albane. with no money. i find this hilours. since my mom reported the card stolen he cant use it any more.
sucks for him i guess
fuck him.
its werid though. when somebody comes through the back door i always think its him.
and for like half a second i forget that hes gone
my mom sent him $30 so he can buy gas to get back here so he doesnt lose his pressious pizza delivering job. and shes letting him come back here and pack.
he sshould be here tonight. and i plan on not being home.
i remember when i was like 10 and my parents were fighting alot
and i was scared theyd get devored. so he sat me down and promised me he would never leave
hm. lyier?
my aunt would always tell me the only guy a girl can trust is her dad.
more lies i guess.
fuck everything