Too tired. Client visit is over, hooray! Still have some crap to wade through. I felt absolutely giddy for about fifteen minutes last night, then the other stuff came crashing into my mind. Had guitar lesson followed by book club; both were good. I was very distracted at lesson, and he could tell. Not that it's a bad thing - he knows I've been stressing. My blood sugar was pretty high last night after the meeting I had with the client and some others in the afternoon - I know exactly why, too. This morning it was all right, but hoo boy, I could have used a lot more sleep.
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Oh, let's just take a look at
Breszny, shall we?
Pisces Horoscope for week of November 20, 2008
Pisces (February 19-March 20)
Do you have a negative opinion of clouds? Are you inclined to regard them as symbols of gloom or malaise, interruptions in what you wish would always be clear blue sky? If so, I'll ask you to revise your view. Consider the fact that in Chinese mythology, there are xiangyun, or "lucky clouds" that are harbingers of great blessings. Deities may even ride on them for pleasure. Among the Zuni Indians, the monster known as the Cloud Eater was feared because he devoured clouds that might bring replenishing rain. And modern meteorologists know that white, fluffy cumulus clouds are signs that fair weather is on the way. Armed with these ideas, Pisces, go out in search of your own personal lucky clouds. They're your metaphors of the week.
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Man, the one week I really could have used a little dose of wisdom (something Rob does, in fact, occasionally provide), and I get "lucky clouds." Whee.
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Whatever happens, I am not working this weekend. I am not working over Thanksgiving. I don't mind staying a bit late in the evenings to finish stuff up, but the small amounts of work I get done at those weekend-times is absolutely not worth the stress and worry they cause. After lunch I am going to write up a comprehensive list of (a) things we have to do and (b) concerns I have after yesterday's meeting for my boss. It's easier than pinning him down, it is easier for me to make sure I haven't forgotten anything that way, it's a sort of "paper trail," and it will probably make me feel a bit easier in my mind.
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I kind of want to go out to lunch, but I really shouldn't. And, I forgot my book. Going out to lunch by yourself without something to read is kinda boring!