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Everyone thinks Christina is this amazingly beautiful pop singer, which without a doubt she is. But pop culture suggests that just because she shows a little tit here and has hair extentions and dark eye shadow that makes her beautiful. I think I see Christina's beauty without all of the make up and fake hair and fancy clothes or lack there of. Christina is beautiful when she is in a tee shirt, sweat pants, sneakers, hair up, no make up, nothing to hide her face. That face I used to stare at for hours on end and just stare, watching, taking in her smell and holding her close to me. We'd watch TV and I knew everything was going to be okay. She is beautiful when she is just Chrissy. The Chrissy I used to know. The Chrissy I used to date and hold and love. I miss her. It's going to be hard to get along without her.
I love it when I make you laugh. Those cheeks curl in and you show me your pearly whites and I almost melt at the awe of your beauty. I love you so much it hurts and I can't stand to think about it any longer. This is the last time I am going to tell you. I love you. I have to let go of you. I need to let go of you. I need to get on with my life. You're happy. It's time for me to try to find myself. With or without you.
I love you. I always will. If there is one thing I can tell you it's this: nothing matters, Christina. Only love.
I love it when I make you laugh. Those cheeks curl in and you show me your pearly whites and I almost melt at the awe of your beauty. I love you so much it hurts and I can't stand to think about it any longer. This is the last time I am going to tell you. I love you. I have to let go of you. I need to let go of you. I need to get on with my life. You're happy. It's time for me to try to find myself. With or without you.
I love you. I always will. If there is one thing I can tell you it's this: nothing matters, Christina. Only love.