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omg..That Rebecca..who had David's Armani watch..FECK! Omg, it's her..LOOK!!!
Ok, David ages back, before it got all weird and stuff, well, he told me he had slept with another Rebecca, and she had his watch, and OMG LOOK AHHH! It's her. Ok, I'm bothered, and I sooo shouldn't, but like, I am. :\ Madness.
Subject: i am a shit, i am a shit... [repeat 50 times]
Time: 4:33 pm.
Mood: crappy.
Music: company calls epilogue >> death cab for cutie.
slept with lindsay's friend david last night and feel a wee bit shite. i probably will see him again, mainly because i still have his watch, but i still feel crappy.
the thing that bothers me is, after last time with ben, tracy went pure mental at me and told me i was way too good for sleeping around. but i don't see that big a problem with it. i usually feel a bit worthless after it, but it's nice falling asleep next to someone who likes you. i am not going to tell trace about david, but i feel bad about it because i have never kept a secret from her since we became as close as we are.
am going out tonight even though i don't feel like drinking or pulling anyone. don't really know what i'm going to do instead, but it's shiela's birthday so i can hardly stand her up. plus paul is going to be there, and it's a good opportunity to talk to him again.
sorry if i have offended anyone recently. it's not for the petty reason it seems to be, but other stuff that i cant be arsed with anymore. thought i'd clear that one up whilst i am of a comptemplative demeanor...
am off to buy some cigarettes and ice cream.
xox
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Ok, David ages back, before it got all weird and stuff, well, he told me he had slept with another Rebecca, and she had his watch, and OMG LOOK AHHH! It's her. Ok, I'm bothered, and I sooo shouldn't, but like, I am. :\ Madness.
Subject: i am a shit, i am a shit... [repeat 50 times]
Time: 4:33 pm.
Mood: crappy.
Music: company calls epilogue >> death cab for cutie.
slept with lindsay's friend david last night and feel a wee bit shite. i probably will see him again, mainly because i still have his watch, but i still feel crappy.
the thing that bothers me is, after last time with ben, tracy went pure mental at me and told me i was way too good for sleeping around. but i don't see that big a problem with it. i usually feel a bit worthless after it, but it's nice falling asleep next to someone who likes you. i am not going to tell trace about david, but i feel bad about it because i have never kept a secret from her since we became as close as we are.
am going out tonight even though i don't feel like drinking or pulling anyone. don't really know what i'm going to do instead, but it's shiela's birthday so i can hardly stand her up. plus paul is going to be there, and it's a good opportunity to talk to him again.
sorry if i have offended anyone recently. it's not for the petty reason it seems to be, but other stuff that i cant be arsed with anymore. thought i'd clear that one up whilst i am of a comptemplative demeanor...
am off to buy some cigarettes and ice cream.
xox
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