Feb 21, 2005 19:28
Every place I love goes away. Fuck you. My school is closing. There's no way we can get $200,000 by Thursday, and even if we do, what the fuck happens then? Four months later, we'll need $500,000? We make it through the school year, and in September, this happens again? And again.
I am so fucking pissed off right now. I'm pissed off at whoever's in charge of money, or funding, because they've seriously fucked up. I'm pissed off at all the assholes who deny us funding. I'm eternally grateful but still angry at the parents who think they can raise money by having fucking bake sales. Fuck you. Close the school, if it just means my hopes won't get trampled on over and over.
I have a horrible headache. It's another fucking MissGirl, and that sounds so stupid and pathetic, but it is. And I know I'm bitter and whiny, and you know what, fuck that. I'm not going to apologize to myself for being mad, because I haven't even cried over it yet but it's never. going. to. fucking. end.