I just spent the night with three of my best friends. Two of them kept referring to Asian people as "chinks" and talking about how much they hate all Asian people. I'm shocked and disgusted and i don't know what to do.
No one knows how much shame I carry with me every day. It affects every aspect of my life. I want one day with no shame, just one single day. I'm afraid it will never happen.
I'm starting to believe more and more everyday that I am not the person I have identified myself as my entire life. I feel like like everything I once knew is changing right before my eyes.
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And it scares me to death.
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And I cry every single time he leaves, I just burst into tears.
He's supposed to be my best friend.
I don't know why I do this.
I just don't.
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