more meme

[ex_espadarte716]

Yep. Another meme.

This time, post an anonymous comment about me. It can be anything, anything you've ever wanted to say to/about me. Not logging IPs obviously, and I'm not gonna track you down or hit you up about it if I figure out who you are. I may comment back though.

Comments

[anonymous]

I am always scared you hate me.
Most of the time I'm convinced you do.

[ex_espadarte716]

I'm not sure who this is, though I have an idea. In any case, assuming you're not a lurker, and you are on my f-list, it is not possible that I hate you. I hate very few people, and they certainly wouldn't be on my f-list.

I am mortified to think that I may have done something (or, not done something) that would make you think I hate you. I think sometimes it takes me a while to understand how to talk to people, and, assuming we've never met offline, which is probable, then maybe it seems like I'm being rude or similar.

I'll say again. I do not hate you. But I fear you won't believe me. "It is so difficult to understand people who speak the truth."

[anonymous]

-_- I think you most probably have guessed the right person.

I seem to have a radioactive signal on most of my messages, people can automatically guess who I am... Probably because I'm a bit of a melodramatic emo bitch :D. Or, as my mum says, a bolshy little git, but that's another story...

What it was, I think, was that we grew distant after... february? I think that's when it was. After all that happened there, and people seemed to hate me, after I lost it. I'm quite paranoid, and little things all add up to one big thing...

But... yeah. That made me feel better.

[ex_espadarte716]

I actually know exactly when it was. And if you want to talk about it, we can, on IM or e-mail, since for all intents and purposes we are still anonymous. But only if you want.

And it wasn't because I hate you, or ever did. There was something that happened, and I didn't know you well enough to know how to respond, and for all I know it could have been bad, really bad, and there was nothing I could do. And I couldn't deal with that. And we had a couple misunderstandings, probably after that.

But no, I don't hate you. So spend your energy trying to convince yourself of that, k?

[anonymous]

I just went crazy... I'm better now, I think...

*watches energy go whooshing into something else*

[anonymous]

You figured me out, didn't you?

Cause I posted what happened in my journal.

[ex_espadarte716]

i saw.

[anonymous]

just checking... me being melodramatic...
How are you today?

[anonymous]

just checking... me being melodramatic...