Yes im back in Black!
Good evening ladies and gentlemen.
I've decided to post a few exclusive things and update this net slum. For instance, in just over a week im going to be flying to Maryland to compete in a $100,000 tournament. I've also got everything but teh money filed away for my CNA classing in August.
Renee and I are taking a much needed break on our relationship. I've asked too much of her and that was wrong of me. Now for you sick and twisted minds, (you are about to find out if you fill this category) I did not mean "ask to much" as in sexual favors. You can deny it all you want but you know who you are... ¬_¬™. But any who, we need the break. Maybe "love will last ^_^" and well get back together. 188 days till she turns 18 and can officially date.
A lot could happen in that time. I could find a new love, rekindle an old, or wallow in pity and self doubt. I might find that I'm happier not being in a relationship. I might be happier then even when we can officially be together. But then there is unfortunity of her going to college across the state. I can barley stand the separation now. I doubt I'll be able to stand 4-8 more years. I can't ask her to stay here and ruin her future for me. Can't do it. Yeah it's over. It's better that I come to this conclusion now then in another 16 months. At least I can build new relationships now and maybe just have a little fun on the way. And this way she can enjoy her senior year instead of telling me everyday on how depressed she is.
Nationals might be my big chance. If I win the $10,000 prize my life will be set in pretty much every aspect. The one thing I hate about having a job though is now everything and everyone needs money.
The Car broke when I was driving. Im playing 1/3 of the bill. -500
The batter died when it was really the alt. -100
Gas... -X00
Food (this was my wake up call) -300 in a week
And next $691.88 for class that I'll probably end up paying out of my own pocket because my $500 scholarship I won in may.... HASN'T ARRIVED YET!!!!!!!
^_^, Thank you wizards of the coast.
I almost think I should be gay. I have more men hitting on me then I'd like (I'd like zero) and a few of them could actually get me called a gold digger amongst other things. I'm saving selling my body (to men at least... Hello ladies ^_~) as a last resort.
And that has been a mild update on myself. I'd like there to be some comments but that won't happen. I think im going to whore my page to all my friends if I feel like revitalizing this.
In the words of Michael Jackson, "Awchuwana! Heee, Heee!"
-is that right? o_O
I've decided to post a few exclusive things and update this net slum. For instance, in just over a week im going to be flying to Maryland to compete in a $100,000 tournament. I've also got everything but teh money filed away for my CNA classing in August.
Renee and I are taking a much needed break on our relationship. I've asked too much of her and that was wrong of me. Now for you sick and twisted minds, (you are about to find out if you fill this category) I did not mean "ask to much" as in sexual favors. You can deny it all you want but you know who you are... ¬_¬™. But any who, we need the break. Maybe "love will last ^_^" and well get back together. 188 days till she turns 18 and can officially date.
A lot could happen in that time. I could find a new love, rekindle an old, or wallow in pity and self doubt. I might find that I'm happier not being in a relationship. I might be happier then even when we can officially be together. But then there is unfortunity of her going to college across the state. I can barley stand the separation now. I doubt I'll be able to stand 4-8 more years. I can't ask her to stay here and ruin her future for me. Can't do it. Yeah it's over. It's better that I come to this conclusion now then in another 16 months. At least I can build new relationships now and maybe just have a little fun on the way. And this way she can enjoy her senior year instead of telling me everyday on how depressed she is.
Nationals might be my big chance. If I win the $10,000 prize my life will be set in pretty much every aspect. The one thing I hate about having a job though is now everything and everyone needs money.
The Car broke when I was driving. Im playing 1/3 of the bill. -500
The batter died when it was really the alt. -100
Gas... -X00
Food (this was my wake up call) -300 in a week
And next $691.88 for class that I'll probably end up paying out of my own pocket because my $500 scholarship I won in may.... HASN'T ARRIVED YET!!!!!!!
^_^, Thank you wizards of the coast.
I almost think I should be gay. I have more men hitting on me then I'd like (I'd like zero) and a few of them could actually get me called a gold digger amongst other things. I'm saving selling my body (to men at least... Hello ladies ^_~) as a last resort.
And that has been a mild update on myself. I'd like there to be some comments but that won't happen. I think im going to whore my page to all my friends if I feel like revitalizing this.
In the words of Michael Jackson, "Awchuwana! Heee, Heee!"
-is that right? o_O