miss you
man it sucks sooooo bad when i just want to hold you but i cant,when i just want to feel you next to me but i cant,you got me now and theres nothing i can do.crazy to here the thoughts in my head when i cant go a single minute without thinking about you.did i see this coming, no way.am i ready for it,oh ya.theres not one doubt in my mind that im falling and im falling fast.i do have to say im scared,im scared to end up in the mess i was in awhile ago, im scared i cant take another heart break.it really bothers me that the past is still kinda with me its holding me back in away,i know it shouldnt but come on everyone knows the heartache i went through and no way could i deal with it again.i wish it could of just made me stronger.hes amazing and i know im a fool if i let things stand in my way.i want to get through it and i think i can cause he knows everything and he will be there for me whenever i need him.one more thing people ask......do you love him?love, such a strong word i really dont know what to say that word just really scares me......but yes i will say hes gettin to me and when i do say that four letter word i will never be the same again.wow listen to me i feel like this is my first little crush........ah got to get some rest cause its gonna be a long weekend.