Reflection - shut up
Wow, December 1st already. This year has been very.. stressful to say the least.
Although, I have had a lot of fun & shared good times with good people. I guess as every year goes by, I feel myself getting a little more independent & feeling all the more distant from my childhood & the memories I've clung to & the memories I wish I could forget. I know that's normal & it's all a part of growing up; when we're younger, though, we feel like we'll never grow up. It feels like we'll be stuck in elementary school forever. Then, it feels like we'll be stuck in middle school forever, then high school. But once it's over, it's over. There's no turning back, no matter how much you'd like to change the things you've done. I guess it has made me realize how precious life is & how much we should live life to it's fullest. It's really sad that no one can really tell you not to waste your life or that you need to stop wishing for a certain day to come, or wish you were a certain age, you have to learn it the hard way. Because you can grow up, but you can't go back. Stay young while it lasts.
Although, I have had a lot of fun & shared good times with good people. I guess as every year goes by, I feel myself getting a little more independent & feeling all the more distant from my childhood & the memories I've clung to & the memories I wish I could forget. I know that's normal & it's all a part of growing up; when we're younger, though, we feel like we'll never grow up. It feels like we'll be stuck in elementary school forever. Then, it feels like we'll be stuck in middle school forever, then high school. But once it's over, it's over. There's no turning back, no matter how much you'd like to change the things you've done. I guess it has made me realize how precious life is & how much we should live life to it's fullest. It's really sad that no one can really tell you not to waste your life or that you need to stop wishing for a certain day to come, or wish you were a certain age, you have to learn it the hard way. Because you can grow up, but you can't go back. Stay young while it lasts.