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didn't i fucking tell you you would do that?
i have alot to say about this but its so true, i don't think i'm like you, or anyone else for that matter, i need to find the people who know me and understand me where ever they may be. maybe it would help me if i could be free to be me, maybe like a hippy that gets killed by a tree. i know so much about things that somehow matter and effect me, i see things before they are even in this pattern of chaos i see it before its born i harbor the thoughts in my dreams and soon enough its reality for me, so much its too much i think about you and the words you might say and i want to trust you, and not me, but sadly i'm right its always true. maybe you don't understand it you've never had this kind of thing brought to your conscious you've never had *this*.. this is one of the things that makes me feel disconnected from everyone else, your feelings are not private nor are you intentions, i see it all and play the role you see me as. always your friend, savior, and always your fucking lover. can't you see i have no interest you bore me like a cheap whore...yet thats exactly that.. bore and whore i think those two words say it best.
daily quote
"i want to be carried away"
i have alot to say about this but its so true, i don't think i'm like you, or anyone else for that matter, i need to find the people who know me and understand me where ever they may be. maybe it would help me if i could be free to be me, maybe like a hippy that gets killed by a tree. i know so much about things that somehow matter and effect me, i see things before they are even in this pattern of chaos i see it before its born i harbor the thoughts in my dreams and soon enough its reality for me, so much its too much i think about you and the words you might say and i want to trust you, and not me, but sadly i'm right its always true. maybe you don't understand it you've never had this kind of thing brought to your conscious you've never had *this*.. this is one of the things that makes me feel disconnected from everyone else, your feelings are not private nor are you intentions, i see it all and play the role you see me as. always your friend, savior, and always your fucking lover. can't you see i have no interest you bore me like a cheap whore...yet thats exactly that.. bore and whore i think those two words say it best.
daily quote
"i want to be carried away"