its july 2

[ewwgrapes]

i had the same gross dream last night, that my bridge piercing was infected and swollen and just nasty! i see his face, but its actually me... its weird.. i see his hands but really they were mine, it was really weird... anyhow i woke up a swollen throat, i knew this was the sign of a hard day, i was right.. sad thing is it's only 11 am, i'm going to clean the day away.. cause laying on the ground closing my eyes doesn't work anymore, my cat seems to like it tho... i rearranged and i don't like i feel like everything else is being rearranged in my life beyond my control and it makes me fear the future..funny i say that with that being the theme for burningman this year.. i guess once you have something in your head it can only manifest in everything you do. last night i met up with my friend russel aka noodle maker. i haven't seen him in 4 years!!! so that was good! now i'll know someone in the casino business!! yesterday i picked up my favorite chapstick in the world and now i'm super satisfied!!!
daily quote
"And then there is my secret"