pessimism

[ewthatscute]

ugh. I´m all down here, and my heart is breaking. I wish I could change my life with a wave of my hand. I wish the people I love would at least try and do things that make me happy as opposed to just being jerks to me. I´m more than sure I grant them that luxury. In fact, half the time I go out of my WAY to. perhaps It´s not right to expect anything back, but after giving so much why cant I just get something back for once?

fuck this whack mexican keyboard and fuck holiday cheer.