May 03, 2009 10:44
Well I got my creative project done and have a rough draft of my paper to accompany it. Today I need to finish the paper part of it. Then I need to write a 10-15 page paper that is due tomorrow at 1PM. I have another 10-15 due on Tuesday that I need to start on. I also need to do laundry, it's my weekend to clean, go grocery shopping since I have no food left, and tonight is Marisa's birthday party. Soooo....I really don't know if there are enough hours in the day to accomplish all of this.
On a good note, Mom called me crying from church. She freaked me out but it was a good cry. They had been talking about trust and they were supposed to tell people around them about a time that they totally trusted someone. Mom realized that when she was going through the cancer that she had trusted me with her life. I made all the decisions and I took care of her. I had medical power of attorney so at 18 I was legally responsible for decisions concerning my mother's life if she couldn't make them. She was struck for the first time about how much was put on me at that time and she wanted to call and thank me. So that was a really great confirmation of that part of my life.
Now, to alleviate her guilt and in an attempt to do for me some of what I did for her, Mom is coming up here to help me do my things. She is going to do the cleaning and laundry and go grocery shopping for me while I work on my paper. So that is really great and will be really helpful.
Well I need to get back to work now. Love you ladies. "Just keep swimming."