Jan 11, 2005 19:28
"the summer's out of reach"
finished another book. on to two more now. dance was cancelled, such a happy erica.
i got my vaccine for college yesturday. i was such a good girl. didnt hurt either! little sore when i touch it now, but thats no big deal.
so let's see. i saw him again this weekend. he's probably the worst decision i'll ever make but i'm making it anyway because it's been a real long time since i've felt a thrill. maybe it's because i feel like i'm in the breakfast club and he's the criminal or maybe because he makes me feel pretty minus his cocky attitude. maybe it's because he's the only one that's taken interest in me for real since steve. sean likes me, but it's not going anywhere. he's not going to come here all the time. we're hook ups at best. that's fine. but him, he's something altogether different and i think i keep him grounded.
there's something wrong with me. feel free to scream and yell when something goes wrong. right now though i want to fly and just make a decision without thinking first.
dancing on sunday.