Girls and their boyfriends...
So Blair said something on her lj that got me thinking. She said that she hates all her girl friend's boyfriends. Mostly I guess because they take away her friend's affections from her. I dunno, I just thought that I should send out a formal apology for all the people I have hurt during the time that I've had my boyfriend. I know that at times it seems like you have been put on the back shelf, and are no longer as liked as you once were, but that isn't the case. Maybe we do spend a lot more time with our boyfriends, but that is nothing that should be taken personally. Steph was right when she said that it wasn't for any reason...it just is. I really don't think that Chris came between any of my friends (as in was the cause for drifting apart), I think that was just something that happened for some reason, and God has His plan, so it was all supposed to be. If anything, he has helped me grow in my friendships. It hasn't always been easy because I had to figure out the happy medium between spending all my energy on Chris, and spreading it around some. Now, don't get me wrong, I still love to spend a lot of time with him, but that doesn't mean that I don't enjoy spending time with the rest of you.
Blair, I still love you dear, and just because we are no longer attached at the hip, I think that just gives us room to grow a bit. Before we were both kinda stuck in our little world, and forgot about anyone else. I know we don't get along as wonderfully, but that doesn't mean that I don't still care about you.
But anyway, I guess the point of all this was just to say that I am sorry for hurting whoever I have hurt because of having a boyfriend. I know it was different for me to have a boyfriend, but not so different for me to become focused on just one person. I still love you all, and I am working on being better at showing it.
If for some reason I don't do something with you for a long time, it is not because I am avoiding you or anything like that...I always have my reasons...just don't always share them. Again, I am sorry for all the pain I have ever caused, and I promise, one day I will become a really good person! Love to you all!
Blair, I still love you dear, and just because we are no longer attached at the hip, I think that just gives us room to grow a bit. Before we were both kinda stuck in our little world, and forgot about anyone else. I know we don't get along as wonderfully, but that doesn't mean that I don't still care about you.
But anyway, I guess the point of all this was just to say that I am sorry for hurting whoever I have hurt because of having a boyfriend. I know it was different for me to have a boyfriend, but not so different for me to become focused on just one person. I still love you all, and I am working on being better at showing it.
If for some reason I don't do something with you for a long time, it is not because I am avoiding you or anything like that...I always have my reasons...just don't always share them. Again, I am sorry for all the pain I have ever caused, and I promise, one day I will become a really good person! Love to you all!