sadest day of the year
I put so much time on this quiz again. its just A FUCKING QUIZ! GET OVER IT!EWAY!
I'm discouraged by the fact that I couldnt find a good way to study. Why the fuck do i give so much shit to the grades. I pay fuckin thousand dollars for one fucking credit here! I dont know if Im feeling bad for myself or for my parents.Everyone in the class made me feel like a loser..
I had a break down at school, right in front of my instructor. fuck.
I cried in the restroom cried on the grasses cried while listenin to Janis Joplin cried on the way home.
I didnt know who I can talk to ..just went crazy. but the sun made me feel better, strangers made me feel better, jonathan made me feel better.
what if i still do bad next time? what if.. what if i screw up my midterm? what if ..this is not my future? what if i break down again?
I only want to listen to music n sleep n read what i like n draw n talk to strangers n be with the real friends forever. can that be a career?
I'm discouraged by the fact that I couldnt find a good way to study. Why the fuck do i give so much shit to the grades. I pay fuckin thousand dollars for one fucking credit here! I dont know if Im feeling bad for myself or for my parents.Everyone in the class made me feel like a loser..
I had a break down at school, right in front of my instructor. fuck.
I cried in the restroom cried on the grasses cried while listenin to Janis Joplin cried on the way home.
I didnt know who I can talk to ..just went crazy. but the sun made me feel better, strangers made me feel better, jonathan made me feel better.
what if i still do bad next time? what if.. what if i screw up my midterm? what if ..this is not my future? what if i break down again?
I only want to listen to music n sleep n read what i like n draw n talk to strangers n be with the real friends forever. can that be a career?