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i need to get away from here. away from people that treat me like shit, like i'm nothing, like i'm replaceable. i may put on this tough girl attitude but it's only to hide this pathetic and weak girl on the inside.
i think i may need some serious help. i haven't had a full meal in weeks, i'm losing sleep, and i think i'm getting sick.
in other disapointing news;
the art gallery that my friend jeff was trying to get me a job at is falling through, apparently right now they're not going to hire any new employees for the new store. great. the only the thing i was looking forward to is completely out of the picture.
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positives:
insurance company gave us the final amount that we will be receiving from them: $29,000. i can't even believe it, something goes right for once. the money will go to art school, says mother. i hope i get to have a little bit of it. i'm tired of being broke all the time.
highlight of the week: seeing tams on thursday. it was a lot of fun. very interesting night too, haha. let's just say it included an old friend and a surprising way of saying "thanks for being my beer pong partner" and then a weird way of saying "i like the chalk drawing you did on the wall" uhhh thanks? it was so silly and very random.
anyways, i'm going to start building my portfolio and apply for art schools soon, i really need to get out of here. i don't know how much more i can take.
i think i may need some serious help. i haven't had a full meal in weeks, i'm losing sleep, and i think i'm getting sick.
in other disapointing news;
the art gallery that my friend jeff was trying to get me a job at is falling through, apparently right now they're not going to hire any new employees for the new store. great. the only the thing i was looking forward to is completely out of the picture.
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positives:
insurance company gave us the final amount that we will be receiving from them: $29,000. i can't even believe it, something goes right for once. the money will go to art school, says mother. i hope i get to have a little bit of it. i'm tired of being broke all the time.
highlight of the week: seeing tams on thursday. it was a lot of fun. very interesting night too, haha. let's just say it included an old friend and a surprising way of saying "thanks for being my beer pong partner" and then a weird way of saying "i like the chalk drawing you did on the wall" uhhh thanks? it was so silly and very random.
anyways, i'm going to start building my portfolio and apply for art schools soon, i really need to get out of here. i don't know how much more i can take.