knife fight in my mouth
this whole wisdom teeth ordeal is going a lot better than i expected. only i didn't get to live any first hand stories of waking up in a pillow of my own blood. i take my drugs every four hours and sleep far too much. i can eat jello, pudding, oatmeal, tomato soup, and ice cream; so i didn't make an excusable diet either. the first day i was all knocked up on narcotics so i just wanted to cuddle and have fat lips. the second day the drugs went their separate ways and i took more notice to the holes in my jaw. I got to whimper and ache like everyone else. day three; my face is rather square right now, and that just accents my bad hygiene. and i wasn't allowed to keep my teeth. i hope to adventure outside the premises of my house tomorrow. this is my third consecutive weekend in bed.
i have to take two rolls of film this week.
and obtain a job.
apparently Panera Bread is hiring around here, but i've been so unlucky.
i figured when i turned eighteen i could waitress and live those false dreams.
i just think I wanted to buy fake eyelashes and wink at rich old men.
i picked a college! an actual decision. Columbia College Chicago. i've been leaning towards it since i started looking at schools, but now that Eugene Lang New School is out of question [my parents tell me now that the tuition's too high...not before the hassle of sending in a huge application expressed one day before deadline. no] we're sending in the money for housing tomorrow.
...exciting...intimidating…....nostalgic....
all those words that go along with it. i've known i should/would be leaving pittsburgh, but regardless, everything feels different than an hour ago. i still could be going to Chatham. there is so much to say. any of the boredom or redundancy of this town is gonna be appreciated to bits from this point on.
now i'll always have something to do.
two bedroom quad apartment
look at that place!
split between 4 girls.
we'll get our periods on the same days.
nervous face.
anticipate this! FANTOMAS/MELT BANANA april 8th. happy irregular birthday to me.
i have to take two rolls of film this week.
and obtain a job.
apparently Panera Bread is hiring around here, but i've been so unlucky.
i figured when i turned eighteen i could waitress and live those false dreams.
i just think I wanted to buy fake eyelashes and wink at rich old men.
i picked a college! an actual decision. Columbia College Chicago. i've been leaning towards it since i started looking at schools, but now that Eugene Lang New School is out of question [my parents tell me now that the tuition's too high...not before the hassle of sending in a huge application expressed one day before deadline. no] we're sending in the money for housing tomorrow.
...exciting...intimidating…....nostalgic....
all those words that go along with it. i've known i should/would be leaving pittsburgh, but regardless, everything feels different than an hour ago. i still could be going to Chatham. there is so much to say. any of the boredom or redundancy of this town is gonna be appreciated to bits from this point on.
now i'll always have something to do.
two bedroom quad apartment
look at that place!
split between 4 girls.
we'll get our periods on the same days.
nervous face.
anticipate this! FANTOMAS/MELT BANANA april 8th. happy irregular birthday to me.