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Yeah blah perfect way to describe today I mean it started off good and all then like my mom asked me if I wanted to go to Lisa and Alex's wedding deal with ehr then it made me think and oh man do I hate thinking so yeah then I got in this uber bad sad mood and I hate being sad but that's like the only emotion that I seem to recoginze anymore man I mean there seriously does have to be something wrong with me. I was gonna go to the wedding deal because man I do need to talk to Dustin real bad but it seems like he hates me now ever since we broke up so it's kinda like damn can I do anything right? God I really do need to find me someone nice damn I wish I could just move on but man its like I just can't I mean I was perfectly fince when we broke up well I was feeling bad then I went through this little stage of being really mopy and sad but I thought I was over that but today I guess was a perfect kick in the ass man I wish poetic justice actually worked in the real world because I'm still waiting for like 3 or 4 people to get theirs but no I just keep getting it when all I ever try to do is live as normal as I can. I just don't get it well I'm off to being all emo again I guess if you really feel like dealing with me I have nothing better to do and I have the housing establishment to myself so give me a call I guess
♥ Britt
♥ Britt