finally...
i havent written in the in so long cause lately my computer has been so fucked up it isnt even worth trying to get on here.. but ne ways
i am listening to my new avril lavigne cd! it rox b/c i love music so freakin much and it is so theraputic for me and right now i am really pissed off and upset!! i am so scared of losing someone really close to me to someone else.. i guess it is kinda my fault for not saying what i really feel so i guess now i am suffering. today i went to fossil ridge for freshman orientation and i was so nervous cause i am going to a different school than all of my friends but i am not so nervous ne more cause me n sarah saw eachother again and she is so freakin sweet and introduced me to a bunch of people! gosh i cant stop thinkin bout that thing i mentioned earlier... i wish i would have just put my feelings out in the open in the first place. if you have no clue what i am talkin bout i dont care cause it makes me feel better when i write what is going on even if it only makes sense to me cause thats all that really matters! FYI... whenever you feel strong about something SAY SOMETHING!
NEW SUBJECT...
tomorrow i am going to new york for 10 days WHAO! but we have to leave the house tomorrow morning at like 5:45 with sucks ass!!! but i am all packed and stuff...
wow this song explains it all...
I'm not afraid of anything
I just need to know that i can breathe
I don't need much of anything
But suddenly, suddenly
I am small and the world is big
All around me is fast moving
Surrounded by so many things
But suddenly, suddenly
i am listening to my new avril lavigne cd! it rox b/c i love music so freakin much and it is so theraputic for me and right now i am really pissed off and upset!! i am so scared of losing someone really close to me to someone else.. i guess it is kinda my fault for not saying what i really feel so i guess now i am suffering. today i went to fossil ridge for freshman orientation and i was so nervous cause i am going to a different school than all of my friends but i am not so nervous ne more cause me n sarah saw eachother again and she is so freakin sweet and introduced me to a bunch of people! gosh i cant stop thinkin bout that thing i mentioned earlier... i wish i would have just put my feelings out in the open in the first place. if you have no clue what i am talkin bout i dont care cause it makes me feel better when i write what is going on even if it only makes sense to me cause thats all that really matters! FYI... whenever you feel strong about something SAY SOMETHING!
NEW SUBJECT...
tomorrow i am going to new york for 10 days WHAO! but we have to leave the house tomorrow morning at like 5:45 with sucks ass!!! but i am all packed and stuff...
wow this song explains it all...
I'm not afraid of anything
I just need to know that i can breathe
I don't need much of anything
But suddenly, suddenly
I am small and the world is big
All around me is fast moving
Surrounded by so many things
But suddenly, suddenly