Sep 30, 2006 21:17
you know when you have one of those days that you just can't stand everyone? it's weird. because i can't stand people for the past month...a month. is that my genes kicking in? my antisocial genes from my parents? or do people just constantly give me something to complain about? i'm not perfect, you aren't either. but don't accentuate your faults with lies and other things that people will find out in the end. people let me down, they always do. it doesn't surprise me, but i still can't say that i'm used to it, persay.
if you think you're cool because you go out all weekend and come home with a monsterous hangover then you can think again. and if you think you're cool because you have a different opinion from everyone else you can think again, because theres bound to be someone, in this large universe, with the same thoughts, and same mind. does it makes you sick? that someone has thought what you have thought about before.
and if you think you're cool because you critisize other people from having different opinions from you, or being into different things, you can suck my dick. my big FAT dick. okay? because i'm so over people telling me that the way i deal with things is useless and also ignorant. i'm also sick of people preaching to me about how i'm pro abortion, how we are killing life. well this planet is getting over populated with bubbleheads, we need some control. keep your daughters indoors. theres nothing wrong with missing a weekend at the commons you guys. what's going to happen? someone going to get into a fight. elco vs some rich kid from chaminade. what the hell do you want from us?
what does everybody want lately? it's like i owe the world something for breathing. it's like everything i do. i owe someone in some way. everyone owes me, everyone owes me an apology. everyone owes me an apology for being so heartless, cold, and selfish. especially when i needed you. apologize once in a while, you are bound to do something wrong anyways. and mean it when you say it. "sorry" shouldn't have to be tossed around the way it is, and "love" shouldn't be tossed around either.
for all those people out there who think they're in love with their boyfriend/girlfriend you don't. you're not in love with whoever you're with right now. YOU'RE NOT. and if you tell me that i don't know what i'm talking about, then WHATEVER. it's your opinion, do what you want with it. if you think that love is getting blown and fingered and having ghonnerea then do that. do what you want, it's your life. you make it, you break it.
i'm done. goodnight.