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ok i realize that this is like the cajillionth entry i have written today, but i would just like to say that despite this stupid breakdown i had today. i wouldnt even call it breakdown but more along the lines of temper tantrum, i haven't felt this at ease about people in my life as i do right now. i dont think i've felt this way since high school...maybe even before high school, who knows. all i know is that i'm in a happy place when it comes to people..better yet let's call them friends. never thought i'd be here in 5 years. i just wish josh wouldn't hate everything with a penis and give some people chances. i love him more than you know and more than i know what to do with. ok i'm about to pass the fuck out. gooddddd night!