This Is A LONG One
Yes..that's right..I'm writing a real entry...not a survey or other things, but a real entry. Dont really know what to say...I'll try to update how things have been going...
School: Welp, I still haven't dropped it, but lit is definitely out of the question for me. I'm done with it, it's gone. I dont know the last time I went and I've missed too much to ever go back. In a way I can't believe I'm doing this again with lit class because I've done it since junior year in high school, but this class especially is really not my thing...but it makes me wonder...Am I ever gonna find a class that I can agree with??? Besides that class...I've become a major slacker in the rest of my other ones...I say it's not my fault, but most would disagree. Since last week, I've been spending tremendous amounts of hours sleeping. I've missed so many classes, assignments, etc. I can't even believe it. It's not like I even have classes at 8 in the morning...they're at 11!! Thank god I'm going to my psychiatrist next week and I'll bring it up to her and see if there's anything she can recommend. Because it's not like I'm going to sleep extremely late and even if I am it's because I can't fall asleep and I twist and turn all night. Let me explain how not being able to wake up isn't my fault...I set my phone alarm clock 3-5 different times in like 5-10 minute intervals and I have my regular alarm clock. When they go off in the morning, I somehow turn off all of them and go back to sleep...my mom calls me twice...I supposedly talk to her...which of course I dont remember. I've missed an exam in Psychology because of this crap I'm going thru and I dont wake up until 3 or 4 in the afternoon. Ugh...complete crap. Even Musich has tried helping me out by waking me up. The only time it's worked was today and it's the first time I've gone to a morning class since....last Monday? Two Thursdays ago? I dont even know anymore.
Work: I think that this is probably the only thing I get to look forward to every week. How pathetic is that?? I seriously love the people I work with: Timmy, Star, Evan, Pat, Debbie, Kari, Rachel, Luisa, Quinn, Joe, Vince, Jaret, Mallory...shit...I could go on...those people are fucking hilarious...if not hilarious...fucking hot as hell...lol. Last Saturday night a bunch of them went to Ram's (a bar/restaurant) after work around 11...I got to eat at work so I met up with them. Usually when you go there, they ask for two forms of ID...but um yea our waitress was a dumbass and didnt ask any of us for ID...yea and we were sitting in the bar area. w00t w00t!!!! Sure all of them are over the age of 21 and I was the only 18 year old...but still lol...it was nice. It was me, Debbie, Star, Kevin, Rich, Joe, his friend Matt, Tim, Nancy, Gary, and Scott. Then Joe was nice enough to ask me if I wanted anything to drink and he bought me a beer...it came in this fuckin huge ass mug and I already had like half of his...so I was feeling good...the name of the beer...BUTTFACE!!! They were playing really good music...like the only rap and hip hop music I would listen to and they were playing all of it...it was quite enjoyable esp. when it was Usher-Yeah and Kevin and Star were yelling "YEAH....WATCH OUTT!" They sounded so much like whoevers yelling it in the song. Timmy claimed me his lover for the night...OW OW!! He's my Pappadeaux boyfriend (its all a joke...but shit, does that boy have a nice ass)...I have him Mon, Weds, Fri and Rachel has him Tues, Thurs, and Sat. We want to alternate with the Sundays...he wants us both on Sundays...LMAO...I love that guy. Best part of the night though was most definitely the drunk birthday guy in the booth next to us who opened up his buttoned shirt and was flashing everyone his hairy bitch tits....then he finally just took off his shirt. He then climbed up the divider between our boths and started dancing. Rich and Star had a great idea of me and Debbie giving him a tip in his pants...but me freaking out wouldn't do it...lol He then continued to step on Kevins back to get into our booth so Kevin jumped out and Debbie stuck a dollar bill down the back of the hairy mans pants...AHHHHHH LMFAO...Left the bar around 1 or 2 and went to Vince's and watched the guys play Texas Hold 'Em...til 4ish...got home at 4:45 in the morning and got bitched out by my mom until 5:30...yeah so I cant go out this friday night...oh well. I dont care.
Friday: Went to the viator football game with Stephanie...saw Olga..I missed that girl, she was looking cute. Then I ran into Musich, Jake Staar, and Tom A. Awww I love those boys so much. I miss them. Tom picked me up when he hugged me and I met his gf who was VERY cute. mhm. Then we met up with PDAWG AND DEE!!!!! AHHHH EXCITEDNESS!! My girls were home from school so I was all warm and fuzzy. lol especially when Dee showed me her pack of cigarettes that naughty, naughty girl ;-). We headed over to Scott's place so I could say goodbye to his house...lol and so p-dizzle could see him. They got a new couch (its so out of place) and his room looks so empty without a bunch of crap on the walls (I was tearing up, seriously, scott had to pull me out of his room). I got to see Michael, so that was exciting. And I met the one and only Lauren. She's cute and seemed very nice. It was weird cuz her and Abbi were at the same show as Val and Dee earlier that night. So then we went to Steak N Shake and we were with Ms. Dana Crabtree and let me tell you we had some fucking good laughs. ***CANKLES*** Dana's laugh is so contagious, I love that girl. Seemed like the whole world was at SnS so it was hugs all around. Didnt go home til 1:30 in the morning...mother was a little mad but she knew who i was with and she knew it was more of special circumstances so she understood.
Upcoming Saturday: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE AND STORY OF THE YEAR FUCKERS!!!! I'm so excited, I think I'm gonna fall over. I missed Taking Back Sunday and Matchbook Romance so this will most definitely make up for it. I have to work in the morning til 4ish and then the concert starts at 5:30...so yeah I'll be standing all day and I'll be dead by the end of the night but I have something great to look forward to...SLEEPING AT JUSTIN'S!!! Holla bitches!! I'm sleepin at the UC again...woo...so I get to see Scott's new place. And I get to hang out with the cool Columbian kids. RAH RAH.
.The End.